Sunday, July 31, 2011

Really, again?

So last night I had yet another dream about a bug. It was a big ass beetle about the size of my finger, but fatter. It was maroon in color and basically looked like a big ant, but was a beetle... gross! It was intelligent. I was sitting in a room with a friend of mine and kept trying to tell her to look at it but she was too preoccupied with something else. So I started yelling "Don't you see it there?! It's huge! It's looking at me!" & as I pointed at it it stood up and looked at me and started charging after me, to which my friend finally looked up and got up and pushed it away with a phone book. Then I picked up my friends plastic robot dog toy and started throwing it across the room at the bug to kill it but I kept missing & my friend yelled at me that I was breaking her things. Things pretty much kept going on like that; trying to kill the bug and failing. Finally I woke up then was extremely creeped out and felt like I had bugs all over me. Ish, not cool!



Beetle
To see a beetle in your dream, indicates that some destructive influences may be at work in your waking life. You may also feel that your values and beliefs are being compromised. If you dream that beetles are crawling all over you, then it indicates that a lot of minor issues are bugging you.

Friday, July 29, 2011

Devil?

So I had many dreams once again. I missed updating yesterday, but I most definitely as usual had another dream that night. That one was short. I was watching my ex boyfriends house from the park at the lake down below because I saw a bunch of people standing around it. I started walking up the hill to his house and the closer I got, the bigger the house got haha as in it turned into his normal house to a freaking mansion. Turns out those people broke in and stole a bunch of his stuff but got scared and dropped it on the lawn before they ran away, so then I decided to also break in to put it back haha. Rest of the dream is a little blurry from there.

Then last night was a bloody, scary dream. Where apparently the devil came to be real and was inside my house. We were having a big get together something or another and he was inside pretending to be just another person. Then I went inside later and saw him hanging from the ceiling and laughed evilly, then looked at my friend and I in the kitchen and was like "oh.. oops. did you hear that? my bad." Then we all realized it was the devil and his red tail came out haha and my friend shot him like 8 times and there was blood and screaming and what not. Then within like 10 minutes I was looking at my phone at the news and it was all over the world that we killed the devil.


WTFFFFFFFFFFF.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Bugs... The Evil Evil Bugs

So last night my dream seemed reeeeally really long, but I only remember a little segment of it. I remember I was at a big stadium type thing but it had a bunch of different smaller rooms inside. It was really kinda gross and dirty. I was going to a concert with my friends & it was the first time I had been to see this band (don't know what band it was.. just someone who sucked) I called up my friends and they told me where they were and to just come find them & I was upset that no one waited for me to get there so they could walk with me but I went in anyway and found the right room but it was soo super jam packed that it took me awhile to find my friends. Then suddenly it switched to the night after that and I was going to do the same thing.. concert with the same friends at the same place. This time I was still mad that my friends didnt wait for me, so I just took a stop to use the restroom before I went to find them again. For some reason I couldn't stop peeing? Yeah.. who knows. I was all done there and looked down to see I was wearing my work uniform and felt really embarrassed because I didn't have a change of clothes. I found the right room again, this time I had to walk up a big ramp & the room was very empty compared to the last concert. I went down and found my friends to sit with and then I woke up. Random..


THEN. I took another nap earlier today for only like a half hour & dreamt again.

This dream was scary for me because nothing scares me more than bugs. So in the dream it was night time and I was in a garage wanting to drive away. I was with my boyfriend, but in the dream I never saw his face or knew a name. There was like an old white table in the garage where my keys were sitting with a lamp on and there were icky bugs and moths EVERYWHERE because of the light, so I made my boyfriend turn the light off so all the bugs would go away so I could grab my keys. I made it through that, then I went to get in the car to leave and I had a HUGEE caterpillar on my arm and I saw it and it jumped off my arm onto the window of the passengers side. I was freaking out even more, yelling "Babe, help me!" to my boyfriend outside the car haha & I didn't know what to do considering there were bugs inside and bugs outside. Finally I just got out of the car and we both went back outside, where there was a party going on. We saw a guy I really did not like (no one specific in the dream, it was just a random guy I knew I didn't like) & I wanted to embarrass him so I went and sat in the mud so I would get all dirty then grided up on him and danced with him so I could get his shirt/clothes dirty being I knew he was staying & I could just leave right away and change. My boyfriend saw this and thought it was hilarious so I stopped dancing when I knew this guy I hated was dirty and my boyfriend & I ran away laughing. I woke up.


SUPER WTF.




Concert
To dream that you are at a concert, represents harmony and cooperation in a situation or relationship in your waking life. You are experiencing an uplift in your spirits.


Uniform
To dream that you or someone is in uniform, signifies your need to belong or be part of a group. Alternatively, the dream may suggest that you are conforming too much to the beliefs of others. Learn to think for yourself and be your own person


Urination
To see urine in your dream, represents the feelings you have rejected. Alternatively, the dream may be a pun on your "pissy" attitude. To dream that you are urinating, symbolizes a cleansing and a release of negative or repressed emotions. Depending on your dream context, urination is symbolic of having or lacking basic control of your life. You are literally "pissed off" and not expressing yourself in a positive or constructive manner.


Bug
To see a bug in your dream, suggests that you are worried about something. It is symbolic of your anxieties and/or fears. What is literally bugging you? Consider also the popular phrase "bitten by the bug" to imply your strong emotional ties or involvement to some activity/interest/hobby.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

The Police Suck

Well last night was very eventful in the dreaming world so I can’t really remember everything… But what I do remember is that I was standing inside of my house looking outside when all of a sudden the totem pole (wtf, idk) in our backyard, which was topped with a television, got hit and burst into flames. My mom saw this too so before the house caught on fire we ran down the street super-fast to get  away and kept trying to call the police or the fire station or just plain ol 911 over and over but no one would pick up. So we went back and nothing else was on fire. Then of course, more lightening came and hit a little tree we have in the back yard. Again out of nowhere we had like 9 of those same little midget trees pop up and they all caught on fire as well. At this point I was just mad and said I was going to the lake. So my mom and my friend and I (I have no idea who the friend was) went down to the lake, where we had to walk down this really narrow path down a big hill and over a shaky little dock/bridge type thing to get to the lake. All I remember of that was my friend and I going down there and my mom being too freaked out to follow us. Then I woke up, finally.
WTF.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Naked Fashion Show

This dream last night was all over the place and short for what I can remember of it...
So in this dream my friend, who we will keep un-named at this time, was standing randomly on the side of the road so I stopped and yelled hello to her and she came running up to the car and hopped in. I have no idea where we were... I had my other guy friend in the car who in real life I used to be 'kind of seeing' and he was upset over another girl so I gave him a hug and tried to kiss him on the mouth but he wouldn't kiss back and my girl friend I just picked up yelled at me from the back seat and I yelled back "I'm just being a friend!!" haha and that was that. Then the guy disappeared basically and it was just me and my friend and we drove to the tanning salon. There.. I was standing by the door when out of nowhere I see her run outside completely naked just to say hi to someone who was driving by. I don't think she even realized that she was naked, until she saw our old elementary gym teacher across the street and she came running back.

That part of the dream ended... New dream randomly starts up about myself being in a fashion show. Each girl had their own little square space to get ready and get dressed at lightening speed.. pretty much looked exactly like a bunch of voting booths. I remember getting really mad at one point because I couldn't find what I wanted to wear and just bailed from the whole show. Then I woke up for good.

WTF




possible interpretation?

Naked:  To see a naked person in your dream and you are disgusted by it, represents some anxiety about discovering the naked truth about that person or situation. It may also foretell of an illicit love affair, a loss of prestige or some scandalous activity. On the other hand, if you are accepting of someone else's nudity, then it implies that you can see right through them and their intentions. Or perhaps, you are completely accepting them for who they are. If you do not care about someone else's nudity, then it suggests that you need to learn not to be afraid of rejection.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Dolphins?

I started this beacuse for one, it is much easier to write down things such as dreams or feelings or anything online than it is to take an extra half hour to write it down on paper, only to be lost and forgotten about.

I swear, I have the weirdest dreams of anyone I have ever met and I feel the need to keep track of them from now on, and I want everyone to share my effed up experience of sleep with me.


Today I was being a bum and decided to take a nap, during this nap I had a nice little dream about myself having a pet dolphin. It didn't have a name and I'm not sure if it was a boy or a girl but I loved it so much. It was my pet, my baby, my love. I even remember in my dream I went on my phone and updated my facebook status to "In love with a dolphin...fuck" it said EXACTLY that, who knows why. I remember it swimming back and forth in an indoor pool, not sure where. I got down to hug it at one point and soon after came the FB status update. I was still in Minnesota, I know that. Randomly later in the dream my dolphin had gone missing. I didn't know where it was but I felt like I needed to hide something. I remember it being a big scandal and I was out of nowhere in my break room at work and trying to clean and cover up any evidence of what I'd done (still not sure what I had done...) Then finally I open up a cardboard box that someone brought in for me and behold, there was my pet dolphin. I panicked a little because it was all beat red. Then I said (oh no, dolphin...) and realized that, of course, my dolphin while being stuck in that box had peed all over itself and got an infection, I was worried it was going to die but I knew once it got back in the water it would be fine. Then I woke up.

WTF.




According to the website I use for dream interpretation....

dolphin: To see a dolphin in your dream, symbolizes spiritual guidance, intellect, mental attributes and emotional trust. Dolphins represent your willingness and ability to explore and navigate through your emotions. To dream that a dolphin is dying, indicates feeling of despair. You are feeling disconnected.      

pet: seeing a pet indicates a need for love and acceptance. Perhaps, you are lacking attention from others and are feeling neglected.








Until next time....